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Becoming a BABY ELDER

There is nothing quite like thinking you have nothing left to live for, to re-set priorities. I have spoken quite bit about the trauma and drama of April into May of 2017. I find myself unexpectedly looking a life that … Continue reading

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Mid-Life MIDWIFE? Heal Thyself

In the language of the metaphor that I have chosen for this exciting phase of my life as a healing artist, I have just survived a major crisis. Crisis as dangerous opportunity. Three times now, I Have been gifted with … Continue reading

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NO FOOL, This April First

“Here we stand at the edge, the chasm yawning, Dare we look past our fear to light beyond? Heart to heart we can feel it dawning, Hand to hand we connect, and travel on. As we leap, the abyss, so … Continue reading

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Trust, At My Workplace

As I have said, I am in the middle of having a nervous breakdown. I know what to do, and I am doing it. My breakdown is moving me forward, into ”Breaking Through”. And what I am moving through and … Continue reading

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LOOSENING My Mind

… not to be confused with losing it. Last week Monday, fresh off of the kidney stones, I had a triggering experience that left me with symptoms and signs of needing much more emotional support than I was giving myself. … Continue reading

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Holy Terror. Finding it. Tasting It.

So this past Monday, I  got triggered into an extreme state of Holy Terror. I was trying to park my car and had to pass through a drop off zone in front of my workplace. A mini-van sat idling in … Continue reading

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Pissed Off, HURT, (and healing?)

Day fifty six of The Apocalypse. I claim mythopoetic space right now…I have held archetypal energies as a model for many artists …and some of those “bigger than LIFE” feelings are not what the doctor told you they were. So … Continue reading

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Speaker For The Dead: Sobonfu Some

“Speaker for The Dead: Someone who retells the life of a deceased person. A Speaker for the Dead tells the story in all truth, holding back neither good nor bad, so that the deceased may be better understood. ” from http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Speaker%20for%20the%20Dead … Continue reading

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Still SPEWING –Because I Won’t Be Quiet

One time, years ago, my Beltane Festivities were interrupted by an episode of intractable vomiting. No sooner had I taken my place in the circle with a ribbon for the Maypole in my hand, then I was overcome by a horrible feeling of … Continue reading

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A day without (white) women? Part 2

MY BLOG… My language… Thank you to Tiokasin Ghosthorse for giving me words for a very specific experience. I find that I am creating pain as I am stuck between the tools of the Dominator culture I was born into … Continue reading

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A Day Without (Jewish) WOMEN? Really?

Here’s an official website: https://www.womensmarch.com/womensday/ I want to believe that we can pull this one off; but my FEARS keep me cynical. FEAR= False Evidence Appearing Real. I am going to break this down, one ethnic/religious group at a time. What … Continue reading

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Day 39? I JUST Can’t Toe That Line

“Toe The Line” defined… ”  ‘Toe the line’ is an idiomatic expression meaning either to conform to a rule or standard, or to stand poised at the starting line in a footrace. ” Sure looks like I remain a nonconformist feral … Continue reading

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